I don't love you anymore
Ankan Das
I woke up this morning and saw
You don't have a blue veil anymore,
It's like you're wearing a gray scarf
You got out of bed before morning.
Good morning at the stale face and Missing next to the bed.
After thinking for a long time, I noticed
Last night I deleted all the color stories with you,
Well, every morning there was a fire in my pillow,
I found out that Prince Kolima had drowned in the afternoon,
A handful of sleep-depriving songs
I asked,
"Will you ever lie?"
Before breaking yourself,
Before I disbelieve you
Last night and when the quarrel stopped
You were silent,
I asked you again and again
Tell me,
If you have something to say like last time, say it.
Then you hide the presence of a wet throat,
"No, I have nothing to say."
You were passing by saying this
Do you remember
One day at midnight of heavy rain
You woke me up and told me
When the clouds call, I am no longer afraid to draw
It seems that this infinite expanse of sky may one day have the desire to leave the throat and shout in this way.
I was surprised and told you,
"Damn crazy"
The sky has no role in this
I asked you again and again that night,
"Don't say"
If you have something to say, tell me,
You smiled that day and put the thunder of all the clouds inside you and said,
"Sleep
Well tell me what I needed tomorrow evening,
Going to buy whims for you.
If I didn't go,
If i didn't see
After all my favorite red bangle
You are sitting with Anirban on your lips.
What would have happened to us?
I have known for a long time,
Got it.
After putting me to sleep with sweet words and a kiss every night,
You have a lot of responsibilities left.
Every pore of your body
Letting the body of another be thrilled
How did you feel so intoxicated?
I never wanted to know
After knowing everything, he,
I never wanted to hear from you
I understood.
I would have understood if I had faced all these questions
A sky becomes dumb in you,
A mountain overflowing into your sleep,
The smell of sound disappears from your body in an instant.
And that's why this relationship is given day and night
Seeing it become a little unimportant
I was silent.
And before going to bed at the end of the night, I would ask you the same question over and over again.
"Yes i love you"
If you don't tell me the truth one day to look like this lie,
I would never love you again.
Yes i know you love me
No, not us
And you can love many more like me,
I just love that lie of yours,
Every day he would take the relationship to the edge of the ditch and take care of it again.
Because like that eternal vast ancient sky